hi! Im Krista, but ppl call me Spici.

We're making history baby!

I've cried my last tear. Now there is nothing but emptiness.

I am not safe inside my own head.

I constantly think about stuff I would rather leave out of my thoughts. Not only do they depress me, but I can't STOP!

Usually I am concous over, if someone can read my mind. Because my thoughts are forbitten to be thought outloud. Hell, they should be forbitten to think about all together!

I hate it! I can't control my thoughts. How can I then control myself?

Barely can!

 

I want to forgive and forget!

It's SO fun staying up all night and only going to sleep the next evening.
But there is the bad side.. It's Sunday, and I didn't sleep. So, on Monday I will be completely tired when I go to work. NOT GOOD!

So a Warning to all: Do all-nighters only on Fridays, if you can, or when you have holidays.

I loose sleep because of you!

I loose my mind because of you!

I loose myself when thinking of you!

 

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I don't like loosing!